6 billion people in this world and each having a different character....
the few people i know i wonder if they'd ever understand who i am??
when not able to embrace what they say or want the road we were travelling togther splits in two...many people loosing touch many jus dropping off the map of my life....
the amount of tears shed for someone special seems to be a weakness in others eyes and maybe it is too but loving someone so deeply that they mean a great deal in life is it wrong??Love, what does it mean? Cant a girl love a boy with only the purest intentions of being friends??Love doesnt happen to all but for all the times it did a part of my dreams and a part of myself was burned up.Now at this turning point i look back at the last 6months and wonder where and why things went wrong?Stepping into a friendship with no promises to love a relationship of best friends is the name i gave but somewhere in the 6months the definition turned into something more serious for me to handle.Telling myself that i'd try hoping not to break hearts i honestly tried but failing to fall in love hurting myself and the one who can love so truly. Here i am having lost the one best friend i tot i'd never lose and a love i can only admire and wish i had the courage and strenght to embrace.A distant thought of "what maybe" to grace my mind in the coming years.....and a hearfelt silent prayer to God to erase the shades of me which i have left behind in his life....
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